Damage

I hate waking up
cause you are never there
Only in my sleep I can see you
I can feel you
Can't stand waking up alone anymore,
don't want to wake up at all

All my friends tell me that I should let it go
As if I was drunk for two years straight
That's how I feel for you now
Did some drunken mistakes
with no mistakes at all
I was sober, too
that voice of yours
just made me turbid
You left bruises as a footsteps when you closed the door
I see them as a handprints and call them love
We were a damage with no control
As messy-looking as a roots of mangrove